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Tuesday, August 17, 2010 @ 7:03 AM

THIS IS SO NICE RIGHT. I KNOW.

I LIKE CRAZY CAM WHICH I DL-ED A FEW WEEKS BFORE.
I rmbr Yinhang once told me. That taking pictures of yourself is not zilian.
But it is to remind yourself of how you look like in future.
& to see the changes in your appearance.
Friends are marvellous creatures.
They are the one who stand by you when all esle fails.

Sometimes i think, guy friends are very very valuable friends.
Guys can be sensitive and nice and caring and manymore.
Yknw there are some guys who you can be very close w, who you can share your darkest secrets to.
Because you know you can trust them.
& in such friends, you knw you can only and always be friends w them.
But it doesnt matter.
Cause that is all you need from them.
I treasure my guy friends.
& i love them not in a way lovers love lovers.
But in a i-love-you-best-guy-friend kind of love.

I thank guanyinma for dear guy friends arnd me, people like yuchao kiancheow ruijing alvin jarron guowei and manymany more.

Of course, i wont forget about my girl friends.
I love love them alot okaaaay.
I love them in a i-love-my-girl-friend-so-much-i-can-die kind of love.

So, i also thank guanyinma for dear girl friends, people like yinhang, suxian, lique, yuding, pr, cangy, xiaoyin, tina, yueting, phyllis, jasmine, and manymany more.

I treasure appreciate love every single friend of mine. Really. Srsly.

Okay, ystd's dream had me crying at 2am in the morn.
I guess it was that last sentence you said in the dream.
Srsly, i even think that that might be true.
Which is very saddening.

Also, it got me thinking of how long it have been.
& made me reflect on alot of things.
Sometimes, when you get real tired, you just have to put your feet down, close your eyes, and force it to go.

Seriously, come to think of it, i have been coping rather well.
Despite of what im telling myself all the time.
This is a good sign.
& i shld just let it diminish.

Scale of diminishing returns.
That diminish word reminds me of econs.
I must be crazy.

Love isnt possession.