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Friday, August 13, 2010 @ 7:26 AM

I had this very real dream ystd.
Srsly the dream was very real. & in the dream, i was verrry happy.
I hvnt felt what i felt ystd night for a long time.
I was so happy i could die.
Somemore its so real i think i can just live in that dream and not wake up

But dreams are dreams.
I woke up eventually and realised its a dream
I wanted so much to go back to sleep and find it back.
Sadly, i couldnt.
Even this afternoon, i tried to sleep to get back to tht dream.
But I couldnt.

I think i really feel sad.
Because what happened in that dream will never happen in reality again.
Because what i feel and felt doesnt matter anymore.
Because all is history now and whatever we do wont make any difference
那时我们都回不去的从前


Whatever it is, whatever it was, i have to be happy now.
I cant live in the past.

Today's band prac felt the closest to that of ytwo's
I could be enthu for yj band if every band prac is like that. No joke.

& i saw my super number 1 very handsome eyecandy on weds.
I nearly melted. But being me, i pretended nth happened and just walked straight.
But trust me, inside, i was maddddddddd happy.
Okay, i need to stop stalking his facebook.

Im so tired nowadays.
When i found out that i failed chem ystd, i so sad knw.
I very nearly got so demoralised i wna stop school.
I feeel drained. I dont wna study. I wna play play play.
I wna feel my youth, I wna feel my life.

OKAY JUST WAIT AND SEE YOU STUPID WORLD THAT IS CRUSHING ON ME.
I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG AND LIVE MY LIFE GOOD.
BEFORE THAT, I WILL STUDY FOR MY PROMOS FIRST.
AFTER THAT IM GNA PLAY LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW!